Hey i've changed my blog to http://funnyhappysad.blogspot.com/
Saturday, May 13, 2006
how it has passed ... fly it seems .. like a speedin bullet ... time i mean .. finally it draws to a close .. yup.. its bowlin i mean .. another 2 weeks and it will be over .. the fun .. excitement .. den the sorrow aggitation fear ... the last training ... how i had hoped fer tis day to come .. ironically .. i cant let it go .. i just hope i can do my best .. i'll show dem and prove dem wrong .. my life in sch .. tis is wad tt made mi like gg to sch .. still it was the one tt broke up everyting .. it was a major blow .. how i'll break down now fer no reason .. emotionally - unstable .. yet i have to be strong ... i cant let down my frens .. i will not show the weak side of mi again .. i went to the temple 2day .. how i have been critizing ... dere.. i poured my heart out .. everyting i needed to pray fer .. wad has made mi like tt .. the cheerful and fun shaun ... just a mere shadow now ... dun even noe y i break down now .. studies ? her? sch? bowling ? my frens ? my parents ? .. i dunno .. i will not noe .. if i die .. dere'll be no ans .. i feel damm depressed .. dun need to calm mi down .. the onli place fer mi to vent my frustrations ..